There is a loud crazy minority and many people that like what they say or silently accept it. Some may even be ashamed to mention it.

Fear is often accompanied by shame. People are afraid and altright capitalize these fears

Russia gov lite

No, but sometimes I have a dinner with my wife and I want to say ‘Honey, can you give me the salt?’ but instead I say ‘Fuck the evil chinese government’.

Slip of a tongue

Oh how I envy you. They say the place is soaked in history

There are pirates as in ideologically cultured anarchists and there are simpletons chasing releases and demanding stuff as if they were entitled to receive it grr

And then morning workout flies out cause I am not going to work out when tired right? I can just do it tomorrow when I will be well rested to get ‘‘best efficiency’’

I feel so fucking guilty since a week of skipping it I literally want to cry but I am too tired to do it now

Thing is it is important cause of the trans things and figure you know I have smoll legs I need to carve proportions with sweat and protein uh. I barely can look in the mirror tbh. But just a one good night of sleep

I was always suprisingly calm if I didn’t sleep too much. Like everything was slowed down to the comfortable level and I just felt yawn more at peace and chill

But maybe that is more anxiety things. Whatever the reason I was sleep depriving myself casually throrought all the school years because it felt better to be sleep deprived

I really need to limit the words cause you dear goldfishes lol

kill kill kill

If everyone doubles it we run out of memory and save everyone

It is very tempting to gather pity points or look at me how I changed points tbh which I just done didn’t I ? I guess being simulatenously a victim and slight? abuser isn’t easy to separate these events

Finding online communities like reddit and discovering most people aren’t major POS and that I am/was one

And before someone says no surely you just exaggarate I have objective evidence from the past which if I said aloud I would get lynched.

It was suprising to discover online that people aren’t that bad as the people in my ‘hood’ and you don’t usually need all those complex defenses to appear a hunter and not prey. It really changed a lot

Eu must switch to popcorn economy now or everyone will run out

I can find hundreds reasons that’s the problem it is going so fast and I haven’t yet learned tenth of the shit I wanted to. I need to grow my ass, I need to grow my boobs, I need to learn playing skyrim soundtrack on guitar, then violin lotr, then drawing fun characters then electronics, robotics maybe. Read about all the history of every country. I often wonder why am I so resistant to stuff when everyone seems doing bad and it is either some innate slight psychopathy (that still allows me to be a good person and everything) or innate stoicism? I am objectively not doing that good in theory, on paper I just embrace small good things and don’t care or dwell about the bad much

Avoid fiber like a plague, already

So no to popular fruits and vegetables, no carrots, beets, strawberry, apples

Hmm but also it would be good to actually poop last day before hike so maybe take some pills for that day before for a huge splasshh bbbrrrr

When you return expect to give birth to a shitman

Someone seriously seriously thinks some programming book will make a hacker out of ya

Ahoy mates

I wanted to quit reddit since a long time, it feels like the best time to do it

She looks soo happy btw. House isn’t a house without a happy cat haha

PS. I am very excited to try to run mastodon + lemmy server on my old unused Pi