just mrpmrpmrprmprmrpmrp meomwoemwoewmoemwoemw mprmprmprmpr memowoemwomewomewoemwoemwoemwowem mprmprmprm meow meow mreaow meow :3

feel comfy but very very adhd mess

oh shit i looked at this “check” and got flashback to my psychiatric abuse yayayyaay ;2 this was very similar, hehehehehehhe, never gonna get adrenaline in that way again

https://archive.ph/3UnTo got it

can u give dutch one? they ban my server ip range, or diy it on this archiver

https://archive.ph/nNa8t i got archived link!

also hell!!! they doing medical “research” papers and propaganding them in medical community which rly sux, they violating every fcking doctor ethics like mentioning any fcking live moment of patient as “anamnesis” for diagnostic transness, also lacking neutrality like “i hidden my identity from parents whole my life” then comment in research paper “real transse**** dont say that, its by internet curators!!!” but ppl can be autistic, introverted, a having fcking survival instinct to know what society didnt like and what we should hide especially from parents(i was introverted autistic i never spoken any sensitive information to my parents as kid), also they translating them to english which rly sux

in russia we have same, there a lot of misinformation ran by centerphoenix[.]ru, science4truth(which even vkontakte restricked profile as “content may be considered inappropriate”), majorly of information spreaded by them in a ton of different webpages, using same language, rhetoric, etc

very agressivly propaganding parents which child came out, to fix child, usually langauge used “true transsexual” and “pseduotranssexual”

center phoenix is biggest joke, they propaganding a paying to hospitalize child into them center, with yummy for parents words “your child is not trans is propaganded western woke virus” “a real trans***** is different!!!” also funniest “real trans***** dont act like that!!!”(to me being agressive while is needed for me to survive(it worked!!! if i didnt was aggressive before, i didnt was happy girlie now)), “we will fix your child is teenagee schizophrenia!!!” “teenagee schizophrenia is usually temporary”, they put ppl lifelong on antipsychotics, usually always starting with haloperidole then switching to risperidone/olanzapine/aripiprazol/etc, “one kid have ‘gender dysphoria’ but is was micro tumor in him brain, which removed and now cishet”, they practice insulin shock as well an ECT as well (FROM ONLY PARENTS APPROVAL!!!)

they illegaly consult parents without child itself!!!

pain

trumpestein is pain, putlet is pain, faschism raise is pain,

uguguhguhguhguh here for randoms is used widely as plural formal pronouns, referring unknown person unformal is basically insulting, i hate when adults due non-formal pronous to kids because they dominating, love ppl which still using formal pronouns for kids

but my mom often forcibly using they/them or more proper “они/их/-ли”, i tired of this i AM GIRL i need she/her and cute words, overall she a very toxic personality which doesnt cute at all, and hard to handle, especially for awwtistic me

дак конечно, нами замечено подобное ранее

у нас во всем так скамят лоооол

so real

aaaaa i plan just orchi

hopefully my voice is comfy and fem already, also veryyyy lucky to have no body hair at alll!!!

my face is pretty cute too!!!

aaaaaaaaaaaa wanna more accessory stuff

also never compare yourself to others, like whyyyy i didnt start earlier, whyyyy loook thaaat etc etc, also passing term is overused misused as hell

very fun, hope it helps a lot, what you also plan for medical transition or other stuff?

how much on hrt? sooooo coool awawappwapwpoepoporpoapowpoapowapop

also plushies on bed is verryyy veyryy fun!!!

if think i basically using laptop on beeeeeeeed most time last 4 years, but kinda uncomfy a bit need more better setup

also making my bed more comfy

and want do laptop arm above bed, i hate sitting on desk soooooo much is veryyy hard to just stay

do like tablet above laptop keyboard, and custom mech keyboard moving above bed

but unsure where get the arm for cheap, maybe aliexpress but unsure about quality but i found possible working thing

spiky hehehehehhehehehhehehehehe because of psychical(neurology?) stuff not even mental

also i am person who basically suffer chemical lobotomy, oppression for my worldview and still risk of being raped by some MEDICAL PROFESSIONAL

i think merge into neurology phylosofy

focus on chemical problems but not psychological difference from “normal”

YAY FOUND

i medical anarchist as whole medicine tho