“one broad with a static-y vest…”

😱

The horror

Perfectly fucking vertical!

Relevant?

Goddamn! I’m sorry. I feel like the antianxiety stuff did work better earlier on, but possibly helpful enough now, hopefully. Stuff is a lot different. The worst part of Prozac for me is probably being sweaty af! I thought I was sweaty before, but the threshold has definitely lowered and how much has probably gone up,but it’s worthy enough of a trade-off for me for being more or less not depressed for basically all but a day or two in the last couple months for like the first time. I wish you to find a peaceful combo for yourself!

Geez! That’s sucks! I know this stuff is a little different for everyone. My doc put gave me some as-needed busiprone & propranolol before the fluoxetine, so that may have contributed to my experience? Who even knows. I hope you can find the correct medication or whatever one day.

I’m sorry to hear that, for me it’s like enough of a weight has been lifted, I’m able to see, feel, or explore things I haven’t noticed before. If this is a reduced “up” it’s till better than things were before

Gods, it feels like it. Like, is this how NTs feel all the time?

Ah geez that sucks… Yeah I don’t think the highs are that low for me. But I didn’t have that many before anyway so 🤷

Although for me, it’s combined with wellbutrin

This app has been a lifesaver for me. It’s still taken time convince myself to use the damn thing, but the snoozable pop up in your face reminders has helped a ton!

https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=alarm.clock.calendar.reminder

Love that pc analogy! 🤣

This was an interesting read and almost made me subscribe… And then I saw the rest was “the worst pedophile” “serial killer” “possible cannibal” aaaand I’ll just nope myself out of here.

Tred on me daddy

Are we about to invent moisture farming? Is that what I’m reading?

Psst maybe she is too? That’s my experience anyway.

You may be interested in Ill Advised Records on YouTube then. https://youtu.be/jELW6YU4o8Y They do some synth and a lot of darker sounding lofi skewed hard into the horror/creepy direction. Some of the songs do have samples of old movies and some of the lofi synth has distorted old commercials and stuff that have a creepy feel.

I’ve been using a lot of these too lately,

White Bat Audio or Karl Casey https://youtu.be/np4WhqkiAGo He has lots of mixes from chill synth to some heavy rockish synth stuff so something for a lot of moods.

Ill Advised Records https://youtu.be/jELW6YU4o8Y They have lots of mixes with varying levels of chill, the lofi here tends to be a little more hard hitting. They also skew heavily to creepy/Halloween inspired stuff. They have some lofi synth too which is interesting and I’m not sure I’ve seen elsewhere.

Edit: I’ve also come across some Pop Punk instrumentals playlist if that’s your thing. I like the energy but the lack of words helps not be too distracting. https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL65kW6wMm74u0b3JXbPkGdFLESFW7XWIV

I recognize that you have made a decision. But given that it is a (non-obsessive)-ass decision, I’ve elected to ignore it.

I totally feel this.

Don’t forget about YouTube! https://www.techradar.com/computing/social-media/youtubes-test-run-of-the-three-strikes-youre-out-policy-against-ad-blockers-seems-like-a-bit-much