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  • I’m a boomerang. Reddit has the content, but it’s largely focused on the larger subs which are the ones I want to avoid. I’ll have to decide whether or not I want to run into obvious tankies (mayo) or try to spot misinformation campaigns (reddit).

    And reddit is getting worse in every way. Reddit wants to turn into an ad platform and that’s the way things are going. Lot’s more locked comments and posts, totally unchecked misinformation and dooming.

    On iOS through firefox the google login prompt can’t be closed. This is what prompted me back, I started using Voyager again.

    I might come back and search for another home server, create a new account and delete my old one. Start fresh.






  • mayo@lemmy.worldtoMental Health@lemmy.worldRANT: out of gas
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    8 months ago

    Turns out the only employable degree was CS!

    Student loans would put a damper on my plans as well. I’m thinking of vocational programs. Nurse, police officer, pilot, therapist, cybersecurity engineer. I was an Emergency Medical Responder briefly after undergrad when I felt so lost. From zero to card carrying level 1 medic took about 2-3 months and maybe $2-3k. I worked in industry making about $250 a day, contract work. Boring AF. That kind of thing is on the table, but obviously a big departure from what you are headed right now.


  • mayo@lemmy.worldtoMental Health@lemmy.worldRANT: out of gas
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    9 months ago

    Being unemployed after school was a dark time. There aren’t enough high quality jobs to go around. It’s competitive, especially at the start of your career.

    That GPA is tough. Mine isn’t much better. One option I’m looking at is going back to increase my cGPA so I can get into a grad program. I wish I could go way back in time. But if I could only go back to where you are right now I’d do what I needed to do to get into grad school. Caveat: something employable.

    My experience after finally getting the damn job is that I still feel trapped, years later. I took the first one that was offered to me, and it’s not the one I wanted. I’m part way through a career I don’t like and shifting gears in your 30s is another challenge I wish I could have side stepped.

    The bullshit doesn’t stop. The business environment is a political environment. You can be the best engineer, but if you aren’t constantly pushing your own agenda or you don’t have an excellent manager then you won’t advance in your career, not compared to one who does those things.

    One other thing: you might not need to lie. I’m a truthful person as well, and if you have autism you might default even more strongly to honesty. I think it’s possible to work around this if you start thinking about yourself as being a better person than you are, and then trying to become that person one small step at a time. If you can learn to recognize your potential instead of counting your failures then you might find it easier to talk and think about yourself in a more positive way. It will feel true because it is true, (even if you’re still working on it).

    It’s a very hard time.